Monday, December 01, 2008

Haven't You Heard This Sort Of Thing Is Below Me

So the end of November kinda got away from me. Everyday I kept thinking I should find something to say, but sadly life just seemed too busy and crazy to blog about.

I can't believe we have made it to December. How is that even possible? There is no way the year can almost be over, it feels like it just started.

So avid fans will recognize that relationship limbo is nothing new in my life. With previous people I have spent months, and in some cases years in that gray, dating/not dating area. I have always prided myself on my patience and loyalty.

So why, only two weeks into my latest gray area, am I already frustrated?

Sure, there have been more hockey games, more late night chats, more compliments, more laughs but in reality, this has just served to confuse me more. Is he just a nice guy, or truly interested? And if the latter is true, what are we waiting for?

I have gotten mixed reviews when I have brought this up with various people. One camp thinks I should just walk away, but not before punching him the face for leading me on.

The other group swears this is just what guys are like these days and just to practice more patience. One day this is bound to work out.

Aren't you happy you aren't single anymore?

Anyways, sorry. This is probably not the place to sort all of this out. I made a vow that I wouldn't think about it this week. So far I'm not doing so well with that promise.

I'm having a great time in the meantime.

Crossing my fingers.

As Always,

1 comment:

Brent said...

Since you started watching hockey, the Flames have been playing awesome. You can't quit now.