Monday, October 30, 2006

Constants Aren't So Constant Anymore

Can you believe that there are people out there that hate me? Okay, seriously, maybe I live in this little bubble where I think the world is pretty cool with me for the most part. But I am oh so wrong! Seriously, this is really stressing me out. So yesterday, this person confronts me to tell me that they hate me. And apparently has been bad mouthing me to other people, and they all feel the same way that this person does. I am seriously next to Satan for most hated person. I think Hitler comes in a close third. I was never really told the reason of the hatred. Just that this person hates me and all of my friends, but I am the worst of the bunch. Now the funniest part is that you would never, Never, NEVER guess that I was hated so much. Everyone has been so nice to me, this person included. So I guess I don’t know what to do now. I don’t really want to be friends with this person. We definitely weren’t best friends before, and I think that is where some of the anger is coming from. Or maybe I should kill them with kindness? Who would hate me?!? Why?!?

Oh my good heavens. First people hate me, and then people tell me I have no style or taste, and everyone I love is going out on dates with other people and my own brother doesn’t want to hang out with his only sister! Maybe my fortune cookie was right when it said, “Now is the time to break away from the old.”

Oh well, someday there will be happiness in Nottingham. I know there are people out there that don’t hate me, even if it is just my mom. And just because I don’t have your style doesn’t mean that I don’t have my own. Who said you had the market on what was good?. People can date other people…heck, I can date other people. Try to stop me. And well, if one brother doesn’t want me, I always have another.

Good luck to us all.
Love You. Come back to me soon.

4 comments:

Brent said...

yes...i am the cool brother! i win!

Anonymous said...

I'm shocked and appaled, maybe more than you! What a pharisee!
~Braden "I'm too lazy to sign in" Yamamoto

Denise said...

Thanks to all of you. I know that there really are people out there that love me.

And yes Brent, you are the cool brothere. But don't tell Eric.

LeitaAnn said...

Someone hated you and even said so?? Wow. The weirdness of others. It just means they think about you lots! Ha, so that's to them for trying to hate you.